This time it's for real?

My family is falling apart.

What is the love chapter for if Christians don't follow it. What are commandments for if Christians don't obey it. What is marriage for if it ends up with arguments and unrest.

It doesn't seem pitiful enough that I'm down with a fever. The war goes on in front of my eyes. I really felt pathetic to see myself coughing and wheezing away and trying to knock some sense into them at the same time. They always say I'm stubborn and bad-tempered..you should just look at them. Why can't they preach what they say. My mum always tell me to give in to my father whenever we quarreled..like why can't she do it herself now. Even my good-natured brother who's the most peaceable guy on earth lost his cool.

I understand but why don't they understand. Why are they so self-centered. They think their problem is the biggest in the whole world. Can't they spare a thought for the feelings of others? They're the ones quarreling yet I end up the one crying. And they shouted at each other like nobody's business in front of my younger brother. I looked at my younger brother who got so frightened and I cried even harder.

I still have so much uncompleted homework since Tuesday. It was only today that I managed to regain some of my strength and do my homework. Yet they fought the whole night and I didn't have the time or mood to finish them. I really wonder what am I going to tell my teachers. That my parents fought so I couldn't do my work??!!

My God..if You are hearing my cries..please set things right for me. Please put everything back in place. I tried to be the peacemaker..but I think You'll be a million times better than me.